I love how she's had this massive go at you about all this but she still wants to be friends with us. :D

"Stay away from me, don't talk to me and don't sit next to me."

Last week: "Can I work with you guys? We can go in a five!"

FUDGE, the last comment sent before I finished typing.

DX

I'll miss him. Really I will.

THAT'S MY JOB, DAMMIT!

lol you're crazy.

[Pshyke]

I don't feel left out, if that's what you mean.

And I wasn't very helpful with the whole RichardXLucy thing. D:
And I can't talk about it.

thank you.

It's ok.

We'll be ok.

O_o

Don't beat yourself up over not being able to protect her. We're doing all we can.

Besides, if you think YOU feel bad, I'm supposed to be her BEST friend, yet I'm doing absolutely nothing for her. There's nothing I CAN do.

*huggles*

I'm here for you, kay? Like you were with the whole RichardXLucy thing, I'l be right here if you need me. I promise I'll make time for you. We'll go shopping or something like that. We can go out together and have lunch or soemthing and I'll listen to anything you have to say, alright?

Just...Don't hurt yourself. I've been down that route (not going into details, not very proud of it). It doesn't make you feel any better. You'll just feel guilty for knowing you've done a bad thing and then you feel guilty for hiding it from people so that they don't try to pity you and that makes you feel worse so you do it again...It's a vicious cycle.

Best not to even start.

That's not...exactly what happened.

What I meant was that Holly Broomfield told Angel, who told me, and then I asked Richard and he told me everything.

You're right, I shouldn't let it bother me so much.

But I need some space from both of them right now.

To get my head straight.

I still don't know whether I can be with him, knowing that.

Thanks for telling me that. I prolly won't cry, I can't. I can't ever cry.

I won't kill myself. I'm afraid of what death feels like. Besides, I have more to live for than him.

*cautious hug* Um...*had no idea*

I'll do anything I can to help, kay? Anything. Just ask, kay? ^^

Oh, you got your report???

Did you actually get the exam results? I don't think we've got them yet...

Don't worry Holliester, we all do badly sometimes. I'm getting steadily worse by the year. ^^

Awww, poor Holly-chan. You must now your sister's number, try calling once in a while, just to let them know you're thinking of them. That might make you feel better.

The day after, it was the only thing on my mind and I kept feeling sick because of it. Now, I still can't beleived it happened.
But they were just a bunch of gits looking for a fight. My sister punched one of them, but he didn't fight back. XD

I'm so glad you guys weren't there. Otherwise I don't know what I'd do. If I knew them, and they were our age - I would've had alot more confidence.

*shrugs* I may know nothing about Hayley, but I swear I know about that bond. I had to leave behind ALL my friend in SA when I moved. Not just my friends, but my whole life.

Trust me, you'll still get to see her. You'll still have that bond. You have phone numbers, email addresses, plane tickets...I was too young to have all that stuff. Most people I knew have completely forgotten me.

You'll be fine.

Emos ruin everything, even when you play with your cat now people will accuse you of being emo.

Chloe sounds like a stinky snatch!

Actually - I didn't stop being friends with her because of what she did to Lucy. (Chloe made Lucy CRY, then she said that Lucy was FAKING it.) It's because she's a jelous person, who is an attention seeker - and for many other reasons. But that would be tight for something like that to happen, I agree. <3 But that's not the reason. :3

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you.

I'm sorry you feel that way nee-chan, but you can't push us out. You have to let us help.

And, I'm sorry, but Brandon is a prick. He's going out with Sophie Hills now, but at Osminton Bay, he was kissing Sarah Robinson. He's not worth it nee-chan. He's not worth all this depression and all the hurt. If you want, I can duff him up for you, I'll do that any day, but you have to let us help you. We (Well, I) can be serious too. I'll help you in anyway I can nee-chan.

Yeah - we just get a warning the first and ifwe forget a second, we get a DT. X3

Haha, your English teacher sounds cool!
The one I had last year used to actually kill you if you forgot your book.

But I didn't mind, as I like reading too.

Comment me back pretty pretty please!
x

Hah! I read Captain Underpants all lesson. Which was fun. I couldn't really enjoy it cos I was all nervous about meeting Michael and what I was gonna say and stuff.

Dreams usually don't mean anything. But thats just my opinion. Maybe you could look it up in a book about dreams? There might be one around somewhere.

So THATS why you weren't looking at me! I thought it was because I'd done something wrong!

Honeypelt bounded away, still laughing, but Windsong was curious. She stalked the deputy, as if she was a mouse and waited until she left. Then she looked at the body. She gasped. Blood stained the fur, the face was twisted and broken. The teeth were all bloodstained and some were pulled out. Horrified, she turned away and retched. She sniffed at the body. Bloodclan. They were still here? She bounded away back to camp, suddenly terrified. She had to tell her leader about Bloodclan.

Argentpelt gared at the two laughing cats anfd dragged the boady into the distance annoyed at herself for them seeing her.

she just hoped that they did`nt find out how she died.

that was the main thing!

Arentpelt dragging off the remains of the old clanmate she was cursing herself.

How could she let them see her!

She turned round the two cat wher where still laughing she hissed at them.

Silentstar hissed at the scent of two other cats and her head whipped around to the bushes. She stood and padded over to the two cats.
"I told you to leave Shadowclan territory..." She hissed. "I can tell your leader of your actions, that you trespassed on Shadowclan territory and that you tried to feed us." Her fur bristled with annoyance and she turned her back on the two cats before making her way back to camp.

Meanwhile Argentpelt sighed and looked at her reflectsion in the blood stained water she then glanced deward the remains of one of her thunderclan clanmates.

Bloodclan had sworn revenge when the thunderclan deputy and diven the bloodclan leader`s mate into the thunderpath and got killed by a monster.

They had sworn revenge and now had killed one of the warriors and she knew thay would not stop untill they where all killed.

Lightningstar had forbidden anyone to tell  anyone as it was thunderclan`s problem but with little prey and bloodcloodclan was after their blood things where not looking good.

Then she spotted the shadowclan leader and some warriors across on shadowclan territory she quickily dived into the water, Dragged her clan mate`s remains and hid in the bush.

Shadowclan must not find out about thunderclan`s weakness she thought!

Silentstar said nothing, unaffected by her sudden outburst.
"Leave. Now." She meowed in a deadly tone, unsheathing her claws. "Before I tear you apart for your lack of respect for Shadowclan AND Windclan."

"No!" she exclaimed. "I had to because I was curious. We would never dare attack your clan! You're the greatest warrior in the forest, everyone fears Shadowclan!" Realising how much of a liar she sounded, she stared into Silentstars eyes, hoping that Silentstar would realise the meaning in her stare.

Silentstar crouched down and turned her head away from the warrior, her heart ached from a deep voice that mumbled Silentstar the truth, her clan was growing weak from hunger and their kits were slowly diying of starvation. She winced as if the thoughts were pshysically hurting her.

Silentstar raised her head. "You had to?" She asked, her eyes were wide with suprise and fear. She bared her white teeth and unsheathed her sharp claws. "Is your clan planning to attack Shadowclan?" She hissed with suspision.

Yep I can relate to that song!

The chavs seemed to find it funny to throw grapes at me the other day - the girls had them chav laughs you know the high pitched "Haha-I'm-So-Fake" laugh.  And the reason they pick on me - because I'm intelligent.  Sorry people but at least I have a life!

Hannah

xxxxx

  OH MY GOSH!!!

 HEHE I would have told him i would`nt go out with him in a million years and tell him to stop bulling my mate!

 *shrugs* but that`s just me!

 Ha I have to get at josh about this!

 (Please note : I will not do the above in real life as he   will just make life worst)

 (whats with the smilies)

cute kitty! (shadowclaw?)

Oh yeah I will not be on neopets for a few weeks the pc`s gone spazzy!

I`ll hopefully go to the liabary and go on neopets on friday!

Get well :)

(if you have`nt seen my last post)

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww holiver!

We`re missing you at school!

(I`ve hardly seen Alice and the boys they only see us because of you)

And I have to show you a pic of the new gerbils!

GET WELL SOON! :)

Aw that's so sad.. )):  I hope she doesn't have to go for your sake.

Love the lyrics though, what song is that?

Kat